Used To

I used to be happy everyday no matter what happened.

I used to wait beside the phone everyday.

I used to sleep late.

I used to wake late.

I used to walk by the park.

I used to see happiness in everything.

I used to thank god for everything.

I used to care about nothing else.

I used to love to sms.

I used to sleep grasping my phone.

I used to sms rm 90 every month.

I used to feel happy while im in school.

I used to stare at you while your listening in class.

I used to smile when you're called to answer questions, while laughing all the way.

I used to smile while sleeping.

I used to sms 24/7.

I used to live enthusiasticly.

I used to be really happy.

I used to be really really happy.

We used to talk about mr. coconut through the phone.

We used to talk while laughing all the way.

We used to chat alot.

We used to be really close friends.

Or at least, 

I used to think of you as a really close friend. 

All that happened, became 'used to' s

I miss those days.

 

And if I was given the chance, 

i would relive those days once more,

and cherish everyday.

I miss those days.

-Max-

My most awkward appearance in gurney.

27th of April 2008

That day, early in the morning before i went for tennis lessons, my mum told me that we had to take family photos that day, in GP, so i was like, ok, that's no problem. Then she added another sentence, i want you to wear ur long sleeve shirt, pants, and a tie. 

I was like, stunned there for 5 seconds. 

I mean, id be ok if we were going to a dinner or some event, but GP! 

walking in GP for 5 hours, with a long sleeve shirt, pants, and a tie. 

But, after i was there for arnd 2 hours, it didn't feel THAT awkward anymore, and later, i took of my tie and folded my sleeves. xDDD 

That felt a whole lot better.

 ^^

Here's some photos

xD

^^

-Max-

Snow

It was  winter, he was standing in the midst of the rushing crowd, he felt nothing.

It was winter, he was standing in the midst of the leafless trees, he felt better.

It was an isle, nature's isle, constructed by two lines of leafless trees, and decorated by snow. It beautified the trees, the flowers, the lane, it beautified everything. The white touch, the whiteness, everything about it seemed beautiful. 

He sat on a bench, admiring the beauty of nature. Suddenly, he felt lonely. 

He turned around, and saw a couple on another bench, they were gazing at each other, their face showed happiness that no words can describe, their hands holding tight, as if if they loosen it, the other will go away. 

It was snowing,

The guy swiped away the snow on the girls hair, 

And the girl blew of the snow on the guy's shoulder.

And they kissed.

He sat there still,

even until the couple left, 

he sat there, 

he felt lonely,

he had friends, 

but he wanted love.

He had a near love experience, 

but it melted like snow to water.

It was still snowing,

he felt something on his hand, 

it was cold,

it was his tears.

-Max-

 

Whole Night Sigging

7.30pm     = sigging

8pm          = sigging

9pm          = sigging

10pm        = ate a mango

10.05 pm = sigging

11pm        =sigging

Yeah, as the table above said, i spent my whole 25th of April night sigging, or to be precise, learning sigs. xD

By now, I'm half- asleep, cant type alot, I'll just show you guys my 2 new and a few old sigs.  xD

Z_z

One of my latest sig. Also the second header i've done. 

My first Animation Sun/Fire Ball

The Prince of Persia My 3rd Sig

Fallen Angel My 4th Sig

Itachi-Genjutsu My 2nd Sig

Inner Rage My first Sig.

Gara. Well i think i dont have to describe this, you guys already know.

Stupidity

Today, reading my friend, 

Dark's Post, 

made me think of my primary days. 

And what stupid things i did. 

This is my blog about my life, 

So i wont keep any secrets, 

I'll reveal anything about myself.

And back to the main point, 

It made me think of the stupid things i did while in primary school.

And so, now, I'm gona write what stupid things i did, 

from what i remember,

to now. 

1. The stupidest thing that i did, and the action that made me guilty for three straight days, is when i had a little fight with a girl when i was standard six. So i decided to take revenge, and i pulled her chair when she sat down. Eventually, she fell, and that time i was like, "omg, what have i done!"

And guess what happened next. 

Her friends wanted to report to the discipline teacher, but she stopped her friends from doing that. That made me feel worse. She didn't look at me, or talk to me for three days. It felt terrible. I remember saying sorry, but she didn't reply me. What's worse, we were quite close friends, and she sat in front of me. 

Even now, after 3 years, the image of her falling down in front of me, makes my heart ache. 

2. The other stupid thing i did was....

Well, i attended an English and BM tuition while i was standard four, and the teacher gave us homework. I was too lazy to do it, so I took the book and papers to the toilet, and threw it outside the window. After 4 days, the teacher called my mum, and said that her husband had saw the papers. I got scolded really badly. xD

3. The last stupid thing i could remember me doing is....

Well, when i first became a teenager, i really wanted to try how was is like to have a girlfriend, and so, and I didn't really understand the meaning of, what do you call.....Love. 

So, i got along really well girl, I knew her since I was in primary school. We chatted quite alot, via sms, phone calls, msn, so as time passed by, I thought i loved her, so i started to, you know, trying to have a evolve from friends to something else. In form 2, finally, we started a relationship, but it didn't last for a long time, just a mere 3 weeks. And after quite some time, i looked back, and analyzed my feeling, and i found out that i didn't really love her, I mean, i like her as a friend, just like every other friends. I think i just wanted to try out how it felt. Now thinking back, it felt quite stupid. xD

Actually, I have alot more, its just that my mind is kinda blank now, so i'll stop here. Hoped you enjoyed another sneak peak of my life. xD

-Max-

Starfish Story - A difference a day.

One Day, A man was walking along the beach.

When he noticed a figure in the distance.

As he got closer,

He realized the figure was that of a boy picking something up,

and gently throwing it into the ocean.

Approaching the boy,

he asked,

"What are you doing?"

The youth replied,

"Throwing a starfish into the ocean"

"Soon the sun is up and the tide is going down"

"If I don't throw them back, they'll die"

"Son" The man said.

"Don't you realize there are miles and miles of beach, and hundred of starfish?"

"You can't possibly make a difference!"

After listening politely,

the boy bent down,

picked up another starfish,

and threw it into the surf.

Then, smiling at the man,

he said,

"I made a difference for that one"

A simple act of kindness.

can make a difference.

Whoever you are,

Wherever you are,

You can make a Difference. 

To your Families,

To your Friends,

Even to Unfamiliar Faces.

Sometimes, 

We feel that we are insignificant like the little boy....

Yet, 

Just like the little boy who picked up a starfish,

the simple act of kindness made a whole lot of difference to the starfish.

When you make a little smile to another person,

be it your Family,

Friends, 

or Strangers you meet,

you made a great difference to them.

A simple little action can make a big difference to someone you care about.

Saving a starfish is the metaphor of this little action.

Let's make a difference now.

From today onwards. 

                  - A video in youtube- 

Of Personalities

Personality is what all humans have,

some people say that Im different when Im online, 

or when Im talking to girls.

I've heard easily more than a hundred times people criticizing someone of being fake.

Personally I dont think it's a normal routine for people to be fake,

I would describe fake as trying to be like someone that suits the other person, 

while the difference in the way u treat people,

or talk to someone,

or even how you act, 

is actually which part of your personality that you choose to show, 

which part of personality that you choose to conceal.

That's why you see some people say, 

'I feel natural with my best friends'

Why? 

Because with best friends, 

you dont conceal anything, 

you show the fullest part of yourself.

Ever heard of people saying that having a relationship is tiring?

Do you know why'd they say that?

I think after reading what i said just now,

you should be able to get the answer.

If you cant, 

It's here.

Most teenagers choose to show the best part of their personality to their girlfriends or boyfriends.

Won't it be tiring to show only the  best part of you for so long?

Would you tell your gf/bf about the bad things you do?

I dont think so.

I would say that if a couple completely, 

I mean completely dont conceal anything among the two, 

their relationship would last a year longer than forever. 

I have never revealed every part of me to someone,

but i did choose which part of my personality to be shown,

and i have showed someone the best of me, 

still, i wished there will be a day that i will be able to reveal every part of my personality to someone, 

and I will have a relationship, 

that will last a year longer than forever. 

^^

-Max- 

The Razer

In a Box

The luminous button is just too beautiful.

The Front View

See the lines? So sleek

Side diagonal view

Still in a Box. Quite attractive.

It's been 4 days since i used the Razer DiamondBack Frost Blue mouse, and I'm really really really satisfied of it's performance, it's sensitivity is so fast u can see the cursor move, and it's really comfortable, the grip perfectly suits my hand and the buttons are really shallow and nice to click. And it looks nice, (although not as nice as the copperhead). 

I bought my mouse during the pc fair and it was sold with a really good price. RM150. My friend nearly cried when he heard this, he bought his deathadder with rm200-300. xDDD

And there's the mantis, also knowned as mouse pad. I tell you, i have never used such a nice mouse pad, its mat, but still it lets u move so so so freely, its a mouse pad i'd recommend to everyone, i don't have it, cause its too expensive. RM 85 (best price)

The reason i posted this post is because there were alot of my friends that wanted to know if the razer is good. So here it is ! 

xD

 

Razer DiamondBack FrostBlue 1800dpi 3G infrared sensor, 7 buttons, 5.8 mp per sec.

rating by me: 

97/100

Pros: Fast, comfortable grip, shallow clicks, a lot of buttons, beautiful.

Cons: Doesn't have a driver for Macintosh, the razor logo isnt luminous.

Highly recommended .

-Max-

Flabbergasted

Ever seen some particular people and got flabbergasted? 

I have never seen people that would actually make me like that. 

Before today. 

It was a usual BM period, and the teacher was talking about komsas and all, suddenly, cikgu Tan Lon Eng came in and asked who wanted to go watch the debate competition that was held in the stadium. Without further consideration, i raised my hand up, because i couldn't stand the boredom in the BM class. 

And when i went out, I found out that I was tricked....

The students that went out, had to participate in debate competitions next year... if not, Dimerit Kecil. 

T.T

But i felt ok, because not only I was tricked, but there was also, Dickson Lim, Eric Tan, Soo Liang, Chen Zen and all. xDDD

So we went in and they started to debate,

They started for around 10 minutes, and i sat there, like a retard, feeling that i'm a retard, and convincing myself that i'm a retard. 

Why?

because every debater had to talk 8 minutes, non stop, and every second, they said 2-3 words.

Btw, its a chinese debate. 

So let us count :

1 second=2 words 

1 minute = 60 seconds

8 minutes=480 seconds

480 seconds = 960 words.

omg. 

And in the end, the SMK got champion.

I repeat, SMK

SMK!!!

Chung Ling penang and butterworth + Pcghs got owned! By a SMK

SMK Bagan Jaya. 

If not mistaken. xD

I bet the school debate team is gona get some scolding. xDDD

-Max-

Dreams

22 April 2008 6.35a.m.

I just woke up, from a terrible, yet sad dream.

Our whole family were out for dinner, then, we went to a shopping complex, before long, everyone was running towards the exit, we turned around, and saw there were alot of zombies slowly walking and chasing us. 

We ran out of the place, and moved on to safety, there, a guide guided us. We had a meal there, then there was lightning, the moon only came out for a split second, and it was in a weird shape. Me and the guide knew there was something amiss, so we started to run away, but my parents wouldn't move, they said they were too tired to move, i begged them but they wouldn't, the guide pushed me, i had to move on, I was crying, then i woke up. Tears was on my eyes. 

Then i slept again.

We were on a place where there was zombies....again.

This time, I was with a few friends, and a couple i didn't recognize, we moved to an apartment, the girl was too tired to climb up the stairs, so i brought her up,  somehow, in the dream, i felt some affection towards her, then, we started an in dream relationship. Then when we reached a town, she suddenly disappeared, and i saw on a wall, there were alot of photos, one of them, was the girl, with a guy,  on the right bottom corner. : 21/4/1978

I cried again. 

Then I was a guy, wandering with no target. 

Then i woke up.

-Max- 

Just woke up, in a terrible state. 

And im late.