As I looked on the family and friends there.
As I looked at how Wah Loon and Sean broke down into tears.
The wailing, I know will never fade from my heart.
I saw Crystal, with a blank expression,
I couldn't look into her eyes,
It was as if she's saying, what happened? Now what?
I can never forget the scene.
I saw Ching Vei, crying out Ch'ng...Ch'ng, Eric Tiw screaming out, everybody crying and wailing, a sound that will never cease to resound in my head.
I saw Brendon's brother, in tears while he was trying to serve us.
It hurts to know he has to put up with sleeping alone now.
I saw Yi Zhang's brother, the tough one,
I've never seen him so down.
Sean, Wah Loon, Soo Liang, Yi Yang, Yi kai, Jun Qi, the scouts, the tough people,
they couldn't hold their tears.
I saw Yong Xiang's grandfather, with white hair, just sitting there. I saw the sorrow in the old man's face. He couldn't understand why would he be in his Grandson's funeral.
I saw Chien Ming, saying it's not true it's not true, I saw the pain. I felt the pain
I saw Brendon's grandfather, crying as he walked by.
I saw his Mother, crying her lungs out.
I saw Yi Yang, in tears, asking me : where's Yi Zhang.
There was pain.
People kept saying that they're still here, with us, we just can't see them.
They still talk to them.
They cry, but they talk to them
I stood in front of Brendon's photo, I talked to him, but I know he can't hear me.
I know he's might not be resting peacefully, although I hope with all my heart and all my soul he is.
How I hope i can be like everyone else, just talking to them, thinking that he'l hear them.
But I know he can't.
I know God,
I know what he's trying to say.
The only reason for the pain, is because I didn't tell them about God,
Death holds no threat if they know God,
If I had told them about God, if they knew God,
my tears would not be of sorrow, but of joy.
