Plead for a Perfect World

Plead for a Perfect World 

Realities, Fantasies, where do I live?

Beside the streets or under the trees?

With fairies that glide happily,

Or with men who work like bees?

Thousands of years men has lived,

From our ancestors to our kids,

Fight to win, Fight to live,

That's our ideology. 

What a cruel reality,

Why can't we, live in peace?

No fighting, No killing,

Just pure love for you and me.

Let us all, be carefree,

Like the pixies in fantasies,

No struggling, No worries,

Let us start to  live like this.

 

My first poem. - The heart's cry. ( its not really good but bear with it. xD)

The Heart's Cry

The wolves were howling,

At the moon that was shining.

Shining but with an eerie feeling,

Was anyone looking?

Complicated feelings,

All too confusing,

The sky darkening, 

The wolves now whistling.

It's tempting,

seducing, 

nonetheless terrifying, 

Maybe I should stop thinking.

Sounds whistling,

Vision blurring,

Thoughts clogging,

I wish i never had this feeling.

After awakening, 

everything was saddening, 

the heart's crying, 

the wolves whining,

the wind sadly singing. 

Bells ringing, 

Is this the ending? 

I'm still handling,

the ending that is coming.

Is it too late?

Will i suffocate?

Have Faith,

I determine my fate.

The wolves howling,

At the moon that was shining,

now without an eerie feeling,

Will this be a new beginning? 

Sec love? noo..... xD

Today, i suddenly thought of my 2 really good friends, Gavin and Sean said, and their thoughts. Hahaha, well, they're the type that goes and talks to any girl they're actually interested in, and thanks to their looks and personality, they normally succeed in making friends with em. xD 

Anyway, there was one day when we were just chatting casually, then we started to talk about girls, well, actually, i dont really talk about girls alot with my friends, lately. 

Then, that day, i told them i saw this really pretty girl in CRC then they just said: why don't you go get her number? 

I was like, stunned there.

I mean, does everyone just go get girls number whenever they want? or normally do they become friend's first. 

Now I'm starting to think that im kinda weird comparing to others . lol.

Anyway, they misunderstood me, I said she was pretty, I didn't say i was interested. LOL.

Anyway, 

Does everyone think that secondary teen's so called 'love' can actually last? 

Well, i don't but well, i would like to hear your oppinions. xD 

Plz post em on my chatbox, or comments pls. xD 

-Max-

Got tagged.

I don't really care about tags, but, well, just got anxious and trying it out.

Anyway, its dominic who tagged me.

And by the way dominic, i aint tagging anyone else. xD 

Well, here it goes.

Do you believe in love at first sight? 

Yea, kinda.

Where is the place where you want to go now?

Slumberland. *yawns*

Prefer to get a lover that loves you more than you love her?

I prefer having same amounts of love. xD 

What are you afraid to lose the most now?

God, family, and friends. 

If you win $1 mil, what would you do?

Count and see if it's really one million. ^^

Nah, kidding. Well, I'd get an I Phone, A video camera, A DSLR, and give the rest to my parents. I owe them more than a million.

If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her? 

Uh, I'd prefer to be friends first before going to the point. 

(Btw, why are there so many 'love' related questions?)

What movies do you enjoy most? 

COMEDIES FOR SURE! LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE! XD

What requirement do you want from your other half?

Caring and Loving.

What annoys you the most? 

Unable to connect to the internet. Which is happening lately. -.-

Will you choose a girl who is good looking but not that smart, or one that is not that good looking but quite smart. 

I'd turn around, and go for one that has both qualities. xD

What is the most important thing in your life? 

God, family, friends.

Will you join politics?

Maybe.

Who is your best friend?

God.

If you had a chance, which part of ur charactheristics would you want to change the most? 

certainly my fat body. xDDD

What's on your mind right now?

PROJECTS GET LOST! ! !

*chill*

What's the last shocking thing u heard about?

Uh....i never get shocked over anything. xD

What is the nicest moment that have ever happened to your life?

Knowing sean, gavin and adrian. ^^.

What do you hope for?

Forever lasting friendship, and God's forgiveness for every sin i committed. 

What is your favourite song? why?

Now, unbreak my heart - regresa a mi (in french). Cause it's nice, duhh.

Pheew. Finally finished it. xD 

Pet(s) - Burdened

A couple of days ago, I just woke up from my nap. 

Walked out from my house for fresh air. 

Turned right. 

AH! 

WHY IS THERE A FRIGGIN FAT RABBIT ON MY BALCONY! 

calm down.

sheesh.

So i eyed my dad.

Like it? he said.

No.

Well, actually, he said a relative of his, i mean, ours,

wanted to get rid of this rabbit. 

So he said he couldn't bear to watch it living on the streets with the risk of being eaten,

So he took it home.

What a nice way to gain a pet.

I don't hate rabbits, 

but i certainly wouldn't want to have an OLD rabbit.

It's 5 years old! 

How long do you expect it to live! 

So now we're to take care of it until it dies? 

No thanks.

So he said, if u dont like it, i can kill it and let's have a rabbit bak kut teh.

He struck my weak point.

So much for 'cant bear to see the rabbit on the street' theory.

or in a sense. crap.

-.-

I have a soft spot for animals,

so what can i say? 

^^ 

*am chio*

so now im taking care of a fat old rabbit. 

that doesn't move more than 5 steps.

a day.

Then i thought back of my last pet. 

Poochini 

if u think its a funny name.....

Screw you.

Me and my sister really loved it.

It was a mini pincher, a black-brown, little dog.

It runs around the house every single second, sometimes i wonder where he gets the energy from....

Anyway, it was a really nice dog, 

i used to let him bite my finger, 

felt good. xD 

Then we had to move to another house, and so my dad gave it to his friend.

Me and my sister ignored him for 2 days. 

lol.

Hahaha. 

writing this brings back memories.

I wonder if it's still okay.

I hope it is.

...........................................................

Cracks. Trying to mend.

Do you believe that friendship never last forever?

A few months ago, me and 2 of my best friends wrote a letter to our form teacher. 

We requested to sit together. 

Some people would think this is childish. 

Requesting to sit together.

But to us, it was tightening the bond between us. 

As real good friends. 

The teacher replied to our request. 

With another letter.

I remember clearly, she wrote a sentence.

It was something like this:

'I am really touched by the friendship of you guys. I believed in friends forever, but mine didn't work. Still, I'm happy to see you guys are such good friends. You may change your seats.'

Friends forever.

So do you believe in that?

I do.

To me, there are friends that last forever.

And there are those that don't. 

 

But i really hope that every single one of my friendship last forever. 

Who doesn't? 

So every sentence i say, to my friends never mean any harm. 

I don't betray my friends. 

Never. 

But sometimes i like to joke.

No.

I like to joke all the time.

Because i like to laugh and listen to people laugh.

But sometimes, my jokes tend to be too much,

to some people. 

I don't mean any offence.

 

There are absolutely no problem in these people. 

They are perfectly normal.

The problem is me.

Well, sometimes i just can't control it. 

I have friends that understand me.

They know i joke alot, and they know I don't mean any offence,

that's why they're ok with me. 

I feel really relaxed with them, because i can say anything I want.

That's why we laugh alot. 

xD

Then there are people who cant take it.

I would like to say sorry if i said something too much to anyone.

It was never your problem. 

Even my sister cant stand me. 

xD

Lately, I got over the border.

Someone got pissed about what I said. 

Well, until now i don't really know what I said. 

Cause i forget about it straight away. 

Whatever i said, i didn't mean it.

And btw, i never intended to reveal anything.

Really.

Never.

Maybe i told S32N too much.

But I thought you was ok with that. 

Cause i mean, the four of us were close.

Well, sorry if i said too much.

And when i rage. Its only for that instant. Never more than a day. xD

P.S.             Truce. xD