who are you?

You were in that trend years before others were.

Your interest was there before the world started to like it,

You were far more mature than your age shows,

You make my heart skip a beat when I see you,

I don't understand, who are you?

I am blessed beacause . . .

I am blessed because I wake up every morning with breakfast ready on my table,
when there are people waking up to hunger.


I am blessed because I wake up with clothes to wear,
when there are people shivering in the cold.


I am blessed because I wake up knowing that I don't have to walk to school,
when there are people who don't have a school to go to.


I am blessed because I get to eat even if it's not time for breakfast,lunch or dinner ,
while some people wonder when will the next meal come.


I am blessed because I am living such a comfortable life, playing sports, joking with friends, using the internet and sleeping whenever I want,
when some people are using their last bit of strength to make sure they survive hunger,illness and pain.


I am blessed because I have friends to talk to when I'm in pain, to laugh with and to be my help when I'm in need,
when there are people who feel sad, sorrow and pain without anyone
to lean on.


I am blessed because I have a caring Mum, an awesome Dad and a loving little sister,while there are people who will never know who their parents are.


I am blessed because I know I am loved by God.
The people in pain, the people in hunger, the people in sorrow,
the people who lost everything, the people who kill, the people who
steal, the people who hate, the people who persecute, the people who is the worst of all
- humans, are loved by God. They just need to know it.







I am blessed, are you?

If you think you're not, remember this, God loves you, no matter who you are.
You just need to know it. =

My regret and my pain.

As I looked on the family and friends there.

As I looked at how Wah Loon and Sean broke down into tears.

The wailing, I know will never fade from my heart.

I saw Crystal, with a blank expression,

I couldn't look into her eyes,

It was as if she's saying, what happened? Now what?

I can never forget the scene.

I saw Ching Vei, crying out Ch'ng...Ch'ng, Eric Tiw screaming out, everybody crying and wailing, a sound that will never cease to resound in my head.

I saw Brendon's brother, in tears while he was trying to serve us.

It hurts to know he has to put up with sleeping alone now.

I saw Yi Zhang's brother, the tough one,

I've never seen him so down.

Sean, Wah Loon, Soo Liang, Yi Yang, Yi kai, Jun Qi, the scouts, the tough people,

they couldn't hold their tears.

I saw Yong Xiang's grandfather, with white hair, just sitting there. I saw the sorrow in the old man's face. He couldn't understand why would he be in his Grandson's funeral.

I saw Chien Ming, saying it's not true it's not true, I saw the pain. I felt the pain

I saw Brendon's grandfather, crying as he walked by.

I saw his Mother, crying her lungs out.

I saw Yi Yang, in tears, asking me : where's Yi Zhang.

There was pain.

People kept saying that they're still here, with us, we just can't see them.

They still talk to them.

They cry, but they talk to them

I stood in front of Brendon's photo, I talked to him, but I know he can't hear me.

I know he's might not be resting peacefully, although I hope with all my heart and all my soul he is.

How I hope i can be like everyone else, just talking to them, thinking that he'l hear them.

But I know he can't.

I know God,

I know what he's trying to say.

The only reason for the pain, is because I didn't tell them about God,

Death holds no threat if they know God,

If I had told them about God, if they knew God,

my tears would not be of sorrow, but of joy.