Thursday 31 July 2008

A present!

Today i received a bday present from gav and javern, (although its a lil early, but then i dont mind^^)

It's the book one from the trilogy 'Black Magician'

The title is The Magician's Guild, by Trudi Canavan.

Of course, i cant review it know, cz im still at the early part of the book.

Anyway, Thanks alot gav and javern! ^^ I love it. xD

heres a pic of the book. ^^


Nodame Cantablie









Finally! I've finished Nodame Cantabile Live Action.




Okay, for those who doesn't know what I'm talking about, Nodame Cantabile is a Jdrama, It's a japanese drama series, which consists of eleven episodes. 



This Jdrama talks about a guy(chiaki), 


whos really rich, pursuing a dream of being a professional conductor, 

and a girl(nodame), 

whos really poor, pursuing a dream of being a.....



kindergarten teacher.


However. the two got to know each other, and hilarious things happened. xD

One serious, one not, and chemical reaction was formed. 

So the guy eventually started to conduct 2 orchestra, first one is S-oke, which consists of mostly poor skilled players, however, he succeeded in understanding the real way to being a conductor, and they performed a concert which was marvelous. 

Second one was R.S. oke,
Which was formed by talented players from all over the region, of course it turned out well, and bla bla bla loads of things happened.

But the really interesting part is the craziness of the oke's changed chiaki, from a near emotionless guy, into a great and passionate conductor, 
and of course, thanks to the perverted maestro Stresslman (i dun really know how it's spelled)

This is a really really REALLY nice series, I would give it 5 stars! out of 5Stars!

So go try it out, believe me, u wont regret. 

u can watch it in www.crunchyroll.com 

xD



Wednesday 30 July 2008

The pianist and the little girl.


She held the door knob, it felt cold, or was her hand cold?


Slowly, she turned the loose door knob, and opened the door. It made a creak sound. Obviously, it has been some time since someone opened that door.


A grand piano stood still in the centre of the dark room. 

The only light source, was a thin strand of amber, evening light, coming from outside through the small hole in an old curtain.


The whole room was dusty, spider webs everywhere. Creaking sounds could be heard every now and then.


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She touched the wall with her soft hand, to her, it felt so, so,           -familiar.


Following her instincts she walked towards the piano, slowly, softly, Gracefully. It was as if she was gliding.


Every step closer she got to the piano, the faster her heartbeat was.

And finally, she reached it.


It was once a glazed, fine, piano.

Now, left to collect dust.


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Only a year back, she was a really good pianist, who was gifted with an incredible talent and a beautiful face that was beyond description. She was the perfect woman in all man's eye.

Prestigious for her skill, she had performed numerous concerts that would have no seat untaken, and she would leave the audience in awe.

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With her shaking hand, she touched the piano, and slowly, opening the lid. 

The view of the piano keys made her have confused feelings,

the urge to play, and the fear to play. She was struck by phobia, as if touching it would cost her her life.


Sitting still on the bench, she cried, while recalling what happened.


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It was her twenty first concert, and as usual, it was a full house. The audience turned quiet just as she played the first note.


Everyone was listening to the soothing music, suddenly with a thunderous sound, the celling collapsed. And she was struck unconsious.


When she woke up,

she found out that her face was....



disfigured.


And something was took away from her.


Since then she stopped playing the piano.

And because her beauty was no longer there, everyone that admired her before left.


And now she's alone.


Countless times she cried, unable to face the cruel reality, the cruel community. 


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A voice from behind brought her back.

She turned around, to see a little girl standing by the door.

'Isabella, is that you?' the little girl called out.


She was one of the children that always accompanied her when she practiced back then. In that room.


'Is that you......' she repeated softly...


Isabella didn't make a sound,

she couldn't.


After a moment of pause, she said again :


' I've been waiting here everyday,

hoping that one day, you'll come back here, 

and play the piano again.....

Are you there Isabella?

Are you there....'


She broke down into tears.


Fighting her fear, Isabella pressed the first note, and all hope seemed to come back to life.

She started to play a song, for the very first time,

in a long, long time.


It sounded as beautiful as soothing as ever. 

The piano, with the pianist created a beautiful, ear pleasing melody.

They were simillar, although ruined outside, inside them, the passion hadn't completely died, and now,

It's reignited.


The little girl with a joyful feeling, carefully walked towards the source of the music, and sat down beside Isabella.

Even though unable to see, she could feel that Isabella was there, and she knew that Isabella has walked out from her fear.


Leaning against Isabella,

She smiled.




The blind and the mute sat there, tearing.


The melody's still playing,

Isabella finally found a friend, that wouldn't care how she looked like, or what condition she was in,

A true, sincere friend.


The melody's still playing, 

and once again,

both of them felt the warmth in this world,

and smiled.

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Random

So many people fall sick
Lol

Sean's sick,
Gav's Sick.
Omg.

These few days are gona be boring. haih
Anyway, i Wish u guys get well soon! 
xD

And yeah, gav and i-s,
promised to post the little sig-quote i did rite? here it is!



Ohyea,
And just a few minutes ago, I did my art proj.
Didn't really give in alot of effort though.
Here's the end result.
xD

Tuesday 29 July 2008

Okay, here's the deal, some of my friends say that they don't really understand my poems. They get confused, 
They say that I don't have a definite meaning, or statement.

So here's my answer....



That's the thing!

My poems aren't statements!


I don't specify the meaning,
most of the sentences are abstract,
Of course,
I have my own meaning,
but then that doesn't apply to everyone.


I answered them with,

It is, what you think it is.


It's totally free, not bound, at first glance, u think it's 'that', then it's 'that'.  End of story.


Although it might not be what my real meaning is, but then, it doesn't matter.

I have a friend who likes this kind of poem, free, unbound,

and I like to write it this way.  

My Way


xD

Anyway, i just heard a really nice quote,
really meaningful,

it goes:
Live Every Day to the Fullest, Like there's No Tomorrow

TRIO!

Okay, today, 'm gona promote 3 of my good friend's blog. !

xD

Okay, first one, 


Gavin Fong
He's 15
Pro chess player
And a really good poet.
His love poems makes girls swoon.
He's serious when he needs to be.
A really reliable friend.

blog link: www.gavinworks.blogspot.com



Second one,

Sean Tan ( the one in red)
He's also 15
A real casanova,
charms girls like it's nothing,
starting to write poems,
and the most friendliest guy i've ever met.
A nice guy.
A Great Friend.

blog link : www.greenshortsguy.blogspot.com


Lastly,

Dark
he's.... well, i cant talk much about him, he doesn't want me to,
not much people know who he really is,
only a few knows,
he's....cold, in a sense, but sometimes, he can also go crazy.
He writes good fantasy realm, abstract poems.


blog link: www.dreambound-dark.blogspot.com





Ohyea, before i forget, Thanks alot Sean for the bday present, the bible! 
Thank god i didn't go buy one, cz i was thinking of buying one that very afternoon! ^^
Anyway, it's really nice, and i appreciate it. ^^ though it's a bit early for a bday present. xD
here's the pic!

Sunday 27 July 2008

Life's Cursed Tune

Life's Cursed Tune


The piano's playing a starting tune,

Filled with happiness and exciting views,

Slowly, softly it's turning mute,

What is this damned, cursed Prelude?



Softly, notes are being played,

Turning sadder in each slowing pace,

Enough of this, I desperately prayed,

It's hurting my head, making me craze!



Slowly my eyes are starting to glaze,

each note kills me as if hit by a mace,

Why am I in this solemn place?

Let me away! Haste!



Joying prelude, Crying end,

What can I do to actually mend?

The sadness planted within,

my frail heart, so unsettling.



A glimpse of paradise,

Is it suffice?

My life, is it determined by dice?

Thinking of it, makes my mind paralyzed.



Now my heart's reluctant to glow,

slowly, slowly, turning hollow.

Like the soft wind being blown,

sooner or later, forgotten, unknown.



Now the tune is coming to an end,

Calmly, sadly, take it like a man.

In this world there is no end,

To the miseries suffered by man.


random

Okay, so it was a friday, me and sean had chinese tuition.

 As usual, sean wasn't really into it. Then suddenly, he sat and tried as hard as he could to concentrate. 

I took up a pen, and inspiration came.

And i wrote a poem to describe sean. xD

Here it goes:

Trying hard to stay awake,
Struggling to concentrate,
Hesitate, 
This is the tuition taker's fate!


Thursday 24 July 2008

Grasping The Past




Fallen leaves,
helplessly blown away by the wind.
Does anyone remember how turgid they were?
On the branches,
 nothing could make them fall.

And now.

They fall and die.

Summer comes swiftly,
and leaves swiftly,
Nothing is left behind.

The Blooming Flowers, The Leafy trees
The Beauty, The Colours.
The Cheers, The Fire
The Happiness, The Adoration.

All gone.

What takes place are,

The Fallen leaves, The Dead trees.
The Dirty, The Monotony,
The Sad Howl, The Coldness,
The Loneliness, The Depression.


The warm sun that was once here,
left.

Leaving the freezing wind to break free.
And make the world cold.

All good things come to an end.

Dwelling at memory isle,
Grasping the past,
Not letting go.

Looking at the flower,
now dead.
How beautiful was it?
Beyond description.



Looking at the field,
Where are all the flowers?
Why didn't I savour that moment?
Now it's left.

How do i preserve a field of flowers?
How do i stop at that moment forever?
How do i turn everything back to how it was?

How do I undo, the wrong things that I did?
How do I undo the wrong things that I said?

The merciless wind's blowing,
and still I'm dwelling,
lingering,
at the past that has long left.

How do I let go of a flower?
That will never bloom again.

How do I unclench my hand, 
and let the past leave?





Wednesday 23 July 2008

Puppet's Tear





Lying on his creator's hand, he was still. 
The creator was attaching him an arm. 
After fine and detail work, he was completed.

He opened his eyes.

A small hut he was in, made mostly out of logs,
evening sunlight shined in, making the whole hut shining with golden radiance.

The creator smiled at him, a heart-warming, genuine smile, saying to him:

I Love you, because you are special.

And he became unconcious. 
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When he woke up, and realised that he was in a tiny dark box.
'That dream again,' he thought.

The box shook, and the lid was opened.
Roughly without even a slightest amount of care,
the puppeteer took him out from the box and got it ready for the next puppet show.

What use would it do, for him to perform, when no one liked him?

Ugly wooden colour, scars, loose arm. It's no wonder no one liked him. 

And he perform the show.

His last show.
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The day after the puppet show ended, a new puppet took his place,
and he was thrown away.
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Lying beside a dumpster, in a dark corner. It was night already, the only light source was a dim tungsten light.

It was cold, shivering cold to be exact.
No one was on the streets, not even rats accompanied him.

He looked at the sky, the cloudy, starless sky, and sighed. 

He longed for the feeling of being loved again, just like how he felt in that dream of his,
just like when he was being created.

Beside the streets, he cried.


They say when a puppet cries, even the moon grieves.

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A small boy walked towards the dumpster,
he was filthy, and obviously short of actual clothes.

Beside the dumpster, he knelt down,
and asked the puppet:

'Why are you here?'

Still too young to understand that puppets don't talk, he continued:

'Are you left alone? like me?'

'Did ur mummy leave you? like my mummy left me?'

The boy tearing,
with his filthy hands, he rubbed his eyes, leaving more dirt on his face.

'Let's me carry you, and we can play together,'
the boy smiled, and took the puppet up,
held it tightly with both his soft, fragile hand.


Together they looked at the sky, and saw a star shining brightly, as if it's marking a new beginning.

The boy looked down the puppet and smiled, a heart-warming, genuine smile, and said:

'I Love you, because you are special.'

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