Friday night.

Today at CG, we had like, some sort of party or something.

When me and Sean arrived there, we saw ben and daniel playing table tennis, which Was, one of the activities.

So me, shen hoong and sean joined in, and showed the world how sucky we are in table tennis.

We had loads of fun though.

Then later the Pizzas arrived.

They ordered US Pizza, which was scrumptious, I had around 5-6 slices. pepperoni and jumbo. woot, it was awesome.

Later on, some of us played sevens or something, and some other board games i don't remember their names. A few of us played grabbles. which is a game, that is fun, but too bad im lazy to explain how to play.

 Daniel loh dominated the game. 

Okay, later on we played table tennis again!

This time king of the court, the King varies among 2 people only, daniel loh, and ben hoe.

But daniel lost, purposely to let sean become the King! he lasted for like 10 seconds, a great achievement, i would say.

All in all, we had loads of fun. =)

Oh yeah, and after this, I'm not gonna be online anymore until after pmr.

so that means no blogging.

no manga-ing.

no you-tube-ing.

no nothing. 

that's easy

sheesh.

Okay.

Because of my last few posts, people are starting to call me emo.

sheesh.

Though i don't consider my posts emo,

just a little bit emotional.( contradicting. lol)

Ok, so anyway, I'm gona spice up a bit today.

So ky and the others won't call me emo, anymore. =)

JOKES!

MEDIC!

Joe and Dave are hunting when Dave keels over. Frantic, Joe dials 911 on his cell phone and blurts, "My friend just dropped dead! What should I do?" 
A soothing voice at the other end says, "Don't worry, I can help. First, let's make sure he's really dead." 
After a brief silence, the operator hears a shot. Then Joe comes back to the phone. "Okay," he says nervously to the operator. "What do I do next?" 

THE HORROR OF TESTS!

Two children were sitting outside a clinic. One of them was crying very loudly. 
2nd Child: Why are you crying? 

1st Child: I came here for a blood test. 

2nd Child: So? Are you afraid? 

1st Child: No. For the blood test, they cut my finger. 

At this, the second one started crying profusely. 

The first one was astonished. 

1st Child: Why are you crying now? 

2nd Child: I came for a urine test !

THE ANNOYING BUT SMART KID

A little kid walks into a city bus and sits right behind the driver and starts yelling, ''If my dad was a bull and my mom a cow I'd be a little bull.'' 
The driver starts getting mad at the noisy kid, who continues with, ''If my dad was an elephant and my mom a girl elephant I would be a little elephant.'' 

The kid goes on with several animals until the bus driver gets angry and yells at the kid, ''What if your dad was a drunk and your mom was a prostitute?!'' 

The kid smiles and says, ''I would be a bus driver!'' 

DEAR MOM,

A mother enters her daughter's bedroom and sees a letter on the wall over the bed.
With the worst premonition, she reads it, with trembling hands:

"It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm telling you that I eloped 
with my new boyfriend. I found real passion and he is so nice, with all his piercing and tattoos and his big motorcycle. But is not only that Mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will very happy in his trailer in the woods. He wants to have 
many more children with me and that's one of my dreams. I've learned that marijuana 
doesn't hurt anyone and he'll be growing it for us and his friends, who are providing us with all the cocaine and ecstasy we may want. In the meantime, we'll pray for the science to 
find the AIDS cure, for Ahmed to get better, he deserves it. Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now
and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'll visit for you to know your grandchildren.
Your daughter,
Judith
PS:
Mom, it's not true. I'm at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to show you that there are worst this in life than my report card that's in the desk drawer. "

DO NOT SCREAM IN THE PLANE

A farmer and his wife went to a fair. The farmer was fascinated by the airplanes and asked a pilot how much a ride would cost. 
"$10 for 3 minutes," replied the pilot. 

"That's too much," said the farmer. 

The pilot thought for a second and then said, "I'll make you a deal. If you and your wife ride for 3 minutes without uttering a sound, the ride will be free. But if you make a sound, you'll have to pay $10." 

The farmer and his wife agreed and went for a wild ride. After they landed, the pilot said to the farmer, "I want to congratulate you for not making a sound. You are a brave man." 

"Maybe so," said the farmer, "But I gotta tell ya, I almost screamed when my wife fell out." 

ON A STARRY NIGHT.......

Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson went on a camping trip. After a good meal and a bottle of wine, they were exhausted and went to sleep. 
Some hours later, Holmes awoke and nudged his faithful friend. 

"Watson, look up at the sky and tell me what you see." 

Watson replied, "I see millions and millions of stars." 

"What does that tell you?" Holmes said Watson pondered for a minute. 

"Astronomically, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, I observe that Saturn is in Leo. Timewise, I deduce that the time is approximately a quarter past three. Theologically, I can see that The lord is all powerful and that we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, I suspect that we will have, a beautiful day tomorrow. What does it tell you?" 

Holmes was silent for a minute, then spoke. "Watson, you idiot, Some ------- has stolen our tent."

Okay. That's all for now! Hope You guys had a good laugh! xD

Doubt Kills

Today,

Some part of me started to doubt,

There are parts where I couldn't understand,

That I thought was illogical.

Then there was another part of me,

That defended it.

The faith, that i had put in, started to protest,

It's like a war inside.

I have always believed,

but then there are too many questions,

why can't we just get the answers?

I don't really know what to do,

The things I've changed for,

The habits I've tried so hard to develop,

I don't know should I or should I not do it anymore.

So much trust I've put in, why?

So much trust I've put in, should I have?

So much trust I've put in, was it worth?

Maybe because I believed,

This part of me is still calling me to go back,

that it's real,

Crying for me to go back.

I just wish I was a guy who knew no logic,

then I didn't need to doubt.

I searched the web, but i couldn't find an answer to supply me with enough proof.

If i turn back now, I won't ever be the same anymore,

I won't believe as faithfully as I've been,

the knot is still untied,

I can't understand,

I can't believe,

I can't or I won't want to believe.

You don't know how painful, how torturing, is it to fight inside,

to struggle with myself,

to believe, or not to believe.

I'll be searching.

For the answer.

SC 07.

I was scanning through blogs randomly, and suddenly went to the NAN HUA SUMMERCAMP 2007 blog. www.globalkampong.blogspot.com

I saw a few photos, and it was so silent there, no one posted on the chat box anymore.

My heart sank.

Everyone is starting to forget about it.

And sooner or later, it would be as if it didn't exist.

The fun we had together, don't they remember?

The last day, we cried so so much, everyone! 

no one remembered?

Truthfully speaking, i miss the 2007 SC more than 2008.

I learned how to smile there.

I miss beyond lala-group 6.

But then we don't talk anymore, why has it become so distant?

haih.

I wrote a poem for it. To express how i feel.

and there are some pictures below. 

The Memory That Kills

The faces in the photos all too familiar,

Laughing, crying all together,

So attached we thought it would be forever.

The human heart, so vulnerable,

A little memory can make you cry forever,

I thought holding it in, I would be able,

But the feelings just poured out without me giving orders.

Time flies and it has been a year,

I started to forget names, and panicked in fear,

It hurts so bad there is no cure,

for I know we wouldn't unite again here.

Grasping the memories not letting go,

Letting it dwell, Letting it flow,

Inside of me, hurting my soul.

The NAIVENESS forgotten

Have you ever had a childhood memory of playing with friends,

while talking childish things that you thought were important at that time?

Like, being naive, so so naive, and having so much fun. 

Maybe, the childish games like hide-and-seek, or pepsicola or even children's football.

Playing without any pressure on you, just plain, pure fun.

Im sure nearly everyone has.

But then as time goes on, the time we spend playing gradually decreases,

and in the end, we don't play with the same group anymore.

Instead, we change to hanging out with friends in the mall,

or cyber cafe,

or maybe just loitering in starbucks.

We tend to forget how much fun it was, to play, outside, with friends and just have fun.

That naiveness is just so soothing, don't you think?

We don't care how people really think of yourself, just show everything out.

Saying everything out.

This thought came to me today.

So I went to play soccer with Shen Hoong and his friends.

Turned out 3 of em were 10,  1 of em 12, and 1 of em 14.

Mentality. all the same. ^^ no offence

the three 10 year old ones were

Ah-Shaun

Ah-Boy

Ah-Wen

Cute little guys. and keep this in mind. They beat me flat in soccer.

They can practically close their eyes, and use only one leg to get pass me.

That proves their good, or im sucky.

I prefer the former. 

Ok, the 12 years old one is jackie

14-wendy( and yea, shes a girl.)

So we were playing, me and shen hoong on the same team,

And they started shouting:

'Ok ar Formation A1!)

then after a few minutes

'Change to Formation C2!)

after a few minutes again

(use back formation A1!)

Actually, i dont really see the difference between the formations....lol.

But then although it's childish, they take it seriously, one yells the command, no one protests.

And they were really nice to me.

When i first went there, i shot once, got so friggin OFF the goal.

Wendy shouted: nice one! it's okay, nice try! good!

I was like. HUH?

The compliments, weren't like the one we hear at school, with a whole ton of sarcasm inside, it's purely a word to encourage you.

Not that they really thought of that, they're just used to complimenting.

Then i found out, every ball shot, no matter who, they'll compliment, or should i say console.

So later on i dribbled,

tried to pass them, one of them shouted: not bad ar! for a beginner, really not bad har....

then she tapped the football from me, in less than a second.

lol.

Overall they were very very nice. They don't shout at each other, they don't even mock, or say anything that would hurt anyone.

I was really really REALLY surprised.

And later on after we went home, i stayed a while with shen hoong and asked him about them, he'd been playing with them for a year, and he really liked them.

It was fun, really, not the soccer of course, i suck in it. 

It's just that looking at them, mingling so well, and being so good to each other, really touches me.

Anyway, gona see them again tomorrow. ^^

And im also gona spend a lot of sweet enjoyable time with the sejarah text book too. Wooh! how fun.

ugh.

Can anybody tell me why.

Okay, pheew, the trials are OVER!

Okay, enjoyed 2 days of so called 'holidays'

Played bball, ( didn't have a really pleasing memory)

Then went to GP in the afternoon, watched babylon A.D 

It was quite nice, touching. xD

That was for saturday.

On Sunday, the usual, 

attended church in the morning, - frisbee and captain ball in the afternoon(was quite fun, despite the fact I missed so so so many balls)- and now, blogging.

Ohyea, and I AM aware that i don't blog as often as i did,

IF I say I'm living a hectic life so i'm busy and cant.....I'm lying, i would have time if i wanted to. ^^

I think it's because my passion for blog is fading. =0

Ohyeah, just finished a poem i wrote a few centuries ago, 

hope you like it. ^^

comment on it please! =)

thanks.

Can AnyBODY TELL ME WHY

Can anybody tell me why,

Am I looking at the velvet sky,

Stretching my hand with all my might,

Reaching for the distant light.

Can anybody tell me why,

Does everybody just walk by,

And present a smile so so sly,

Don't they know we're living in lies?

Can anybody tell me why,

Am I backing away from reality,

Engulfed in my own world unconciously,

Where there is never accompany.

Can anybody tell me why,

While all I wanted to do was to cry,

All i could do was force away my tears,

Out of wailing sorrows and trembling fears.

Can anybody tell me why, 

Am I standing in the shivering rain,

With my fragile heart struck numb with pain,

Am I to this world, a disdain?

Can anybody tell me why,

Can't I soar freely in the sky,

And look at this world from up high,

With a calming peace of mind.

Can anybody tell me why,

although so many times I try,

although so many times i cry,

I never get a sensible reply.

boring flood.

FLOOD! 

yeah, today my area got a minor flood, and well, didn't affect me much. Anyway, i took a few pictures, and gona post a few here. 

nothing to say for now. 

^^

WOW . a new POST!

Haha, My FIRST post THIS WEEK! xD

Anyway, these days i'm kinda busy preparing for trials so i wont be blogging much. until after PMR....

hohoho.

Anyway, 

Today afternoon it was drizzling, but i still went for tennis, and tried out my FIRST GAME of Tennis, while raining.

^^

It was kinda fun, 'cept for the fact the water keeps going into my eyes and the ball bounces frggin low. xD

so after like 10 minutes, we couldn't bear it and stopped playing, and when the drizzling stopped, we went and play BASKETBALL. 

it was a 3 on 3, and we had loads of fun....before mr.pang shooed us out of the court. ^^

Anyway, at night, went for cg, had a farewell gathering for jackie ( i think his name spells like this) we went to kapitan to have supper, then went home.

Anyway, to jackie, GOOD LUCK! ! ! all the best! 

^^

Ok, later on Ming Ze fetched me and sean back to sean's house and I waited for my parents, while i was there I suddenly got inspiration and wrote down a short poem. ^^ 

here it goes:

Roses are romantically red,

Or so they said.

But when they wither and rot,

People start to have second thoughts.

Everything that starts with happiness and glee,

ends up dying or flee,

This is the cruel reality,

that has to be accepted by you and me.

emo? yeah. wat to do? 

haha, actually im wasnt emo at that time, just saw a bouquet of roses, and thought of it.

Oh yeah, and above it was a happy mother's day sign. 

sheesh, how did the poem turn to an emo one when there's a HAPPY mother's day sign. lol.

^^

anyway, its 2.30 in the morning  gtg ! xD

Gotong-royong! xD

Okay, well, today i was cleaning up my room and I found a lot of rubbish, haha.

Anyway, I accidentally found two pieces of paper :

one, consists of a poem I wrote randomly, just to suit SOMEBODY's feelings.

the second one was a poem I wrote during form 2,

and the one interesting part is.....

(sean, you won't like it)

it's in chinese! xDDD

Anyway, here's the first poem, english one. ^^

Distance

Over the seas and mountains we're apart,

every inch away from you hurts my fragile heart,

Desperately reaching for your soft silky hand,

Even maybe all I get will be just a glance.

Under the same blue sky we live, 

Glazing at the same bright moon we grieve,

Hoping our bonds will be ever lasting,

And just like fairy tales; a happy ending.

Now this poem to you I write,

One day, to you I''ll recite,

To show you, against loneliness, i will fight,

Someday, somewhere, when we unite.