NEW BG!

I'm SURE you guys have noticed the new BG. xD

anyway, this bg is what I did, when I was so dang bored, got the inspiration from the cover page of 

TWILIGHT

which is like this....

I heard that this book is really really nice and have sold 5 million copies throughout the world. now i think it's more than that already, should be 5 million and 1 copies. Cause i just bought one.

 xD

Anyway, 

the BG i was talking about, took around half an hour to work on. Cz needed to organise the wording's places and all. I hope you guys like it. 

=)

In the deepest corner of my heart

In The Deepest Corner Of My Heart

Somewhere beyond the mountains and the seas,

Beyond everything we could touch or see,

Beyond the furthest star there will ever be,

Lays a world, a kingdom, just for me.

It's a world that is entirely free,

I control the skies, and even the trees,

When it's hot, i just summon the breeze,

For honey, I just ask from the bees! 

Every morning, the sun greets me with a smile,

And under the warm sun, I just lie for a while,

Enjoying this beautiful world, although it's so wild,

Looking up at the blue sky and I simply smile.

Running through the woods as if I'm a hound,

Enjoying the beautiful, the gorgeous nature,

Until I reach the furthest cliff where I slowly sit down,

Staring at this magnificent world, filled with wonder.

There is a cottage made out of leaves,

On the topmost peak where i can see,

In front, a clear river with a school of fish,

Glazing at the countless stars, making an impossible wish.

Away from all pressures and sorrows of reality,

In the deepest deepest corner of me,

Through the door where only I have the keys,

This world of my own continues to live.

With the presence of it, I feel free from boundaries,

The sadness I feel just suddenly cease,

Taken over by the feeling of glee,

and I just dwell in it happily.

Anyway, i wrote this poem after i saw this movie called, Bridge To Terabithia. 

It's like sooo saddening.

Anyway, I'm not gona talk about it, just go watch! Go Go Go! 

=)

I wrote this poem, actually because after watching the movie, I had the feeling that everyone has it's one world of imagination, where everything is possible, and that is really really soothing, a world, of your own. 

^^

random

During Autumn, three cherry blossoms that fell from different trees were blown by the wind, and fatefully, they met. Every day, they went on a journey together, gliding with the wind.

Slowly, an unbreakable bond was created.

Slowly, the best of best friends were created.

They laughed, smiled , cried, grieved, together. 

Nothing was kept hidden, they shared everything. That was a pure friendship that they had. 

Every moment, Every second was savored.

But then there will be a day, when the wind will stop,

and every one of them will seperate and go on different routes, 

leaving only scent, and memories.

What will happen when that day comes?

Be content

Please try to finish this post. because the best, is the near ending part. ^^

Saturday was replacement day. So we had diagnostics test, as usual, the questions were stupid. anyway, I wont dwell on that.

In the afternoon, i went to play basketball with sean. Me, sean, and gavin chan teamed up and pawned the others by 21-6. Lol. 

And later, shi jie came, and claiming he's michael jordan and all, then keep on crapping. Lol.

It was really really nice, cz i haven't been playing basketball for a long long time d. haha.

Anyway, today-sunday, this afternoon, we had an adult-youth frisbee and captain ball friendly match. Cz the adults were out numbered, me and joel ong, went to join them, our team lost frisbee, but won captain ball by....i dunoe, 5 balls? 

Anyway, it was AWESOME, felt so good.

Then later on, me, sean, yong xiang and joel went to play basketball, in a netball court. 

And yong xiang: BEWARE.

I got a lil angry when we played, for some small stupid reason. But then that pumped my form and i played quite well. 

Later fetched sean home and now blogging. ^^

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Anyway, when i was playing frisbee, I suddenly had this feeling - it felt good, it's like, I suddenly feel really blessed for having this life, where I have friends, and I have all the necessary things, and also more than necessary things. 

To cut it short, I suddenly feel contented. 

There are a lot of people out there that don't live a life that's even close to us. Some they don't have enough food, water supply, electric supply, and of course, internet excess is totally out of the topic. 

If you're reading this now, that means you have a computer and internet access, that's why, we should be contented of what we have, and not always whine because some one else has something better than ours. 

There are alot of people out there, that would rejoice if they had even 1/10 of comfort of our lives. 

Here are some pictures, that really touched my heart, because it's real, and not made. It shows, the people out there that are living in a bad condition. Take a look:

'Food Please'

'When did you ever have to wash your hands like this?' Yet, they're smiling.

Living like this, at such a small age, isn't it sad?

Thinking of that, makes them cry, no matter how strong they are.

Tired of crying. Tear Stains.

But then, despise all that, what can they do? And how do they live on? 

They smile. 

Despise the lack of food, despise the lack of water, despise everything. 

They smile.

So, what are we whining about?

Not having enough internet access?

Not having enough money to spend in the mall?

Not having the newest hp?

Not having the best laptop?

They don't have any of those.

So don't whine, smile.

Cherish what we have, and be content. That's how we should be. All of us.

=)

DIAGNOSTIC TEST. Save Us

Before today, I was quite worried about this DIAGNOSTIC tests, and started to do math every day. 

And turned out, the QUESTIONS SCARED THE WITS OUTA ME! 

Why?

It made me worry for Malaysia's educational system.

IT WAS FRIGGIN EASY.

and everyone agreed on that.

It isn't even math! 

It's like kindergarten test papers.

Am I exaggerating?

NO! 

U want proof?

Okay, one of the questions were like this:

4) A pentagon has 5 sides, which of the following is a pentagon.

A(Picture of a Regular Pentagon)

B(Picture of a Regular Hexagon) 

C(Picture of a Octagon)                 

D(Picture of a Heptagon)              

WTF?! 

And if this isn't enuf, there's this:

2)         Motorcycle: 15

Cars:20

Bus: 10

Bicycles: 30

Which has the most number of frequencies? 

A) Motorcycle

B) Bus              

C) Bicycles      

        D) Cars                   

 Who do u think we are? Mala.....i mean, idiots?

this is a bit too much. 

Even my sister laughed at the questions.

Dang, in the end, everyone finished a paper in like 10 minutes.

Someone save Malaysia.

pheew.

Okay, so yesterday, 5th of august was my birthday, and there was nothing much to say about it, 

cause' nothing much happened, except for this mass-hair-cutting session when all the discipline teachers got into frenzy mode and every form 3 and form 5's hair were checked, too long, CUT. 

And I think dickson got the worse haircut. There were LAYERS! 

Well, of course i didn't get caught, i mean, my hair is only like 2.2cm long. lmao.

And to those who laughed at me when i cut my hair bald and got their hair cut yesterday:

HAHA! serves u right. ^^

well, later on nothing much happened, and i didn't go online that day, cz my mum got a little angry cz i use the comp to much. ah well. ^^

Ohyea, thanks to my FRIEND who acc me frm the from 11pm-1am 2 days ago. haha. Well, we had a video call, cz she said it was my birthday, and at 12.15, i told her to offline cz it was getting late, but then she didn't want to. In the end, she was late to school the other morning. HAHA! 

But then I think she didn't get any disciplinary action. 

Anyway, this post is really really random, cz i dont really have much to say. LoL. 

xD

1 hour and 40 minutes before Bday!

It's 10.20! another 1 hour and 40 minutes to my bday, and my family have already celebrated for me. hahaha

Okay, so they told me to go to the kitchen, and sang me a bday song. hahaha

thanks you guys! ^^

anyway,

Although it's not my birthday....YET.

I would like to thank God for giving me life, and also my

Parents for giving birth to me. And all the harsh times they went through in raising me.
I know i haven't always been a good boy, and I've wasted LOADS of your money, still you they love me. Thanks!

Here's a poem for them.

Just for My Dearest Dearest Parents!

I know I have'nt always been modest,

Nor have I always been very honest,

And sometimes my personality is far than worse,

but then u guys didn't abandon me, ur the greatest!

Through the harsh times u raised me,

and the times u wasted undoubtedly,

with love and care u nurtured me,

gave up everything just for me!

Never had I have to worry,

Cause always u guys had everything ready,

making me live this life, so cozy,

making me walk on this path, so happily.

15 Years ago on the 5th of August,

after 9 months of suffering you gave birth,

to me, a boy who's not that worth,

I feel like I'm the Luckiest Boy on earth!

sunday!

Okay, well, today was normal,

Woke up,

went to church,

went home,

then went to youth park for sports.

anyway, me, sean, kai, daniel and another guy named.....ah, i forgot, from our church went to play with another church, i think gospel something....

well, they were really really good. 

Anyway, i knocked quite a few people, arnd 2 guys and a girl. 

To those i accidentally knocked, Sorry! 

Later, i changed and went to gurney,

went to SUSHI KING for Dinner,

and we WAITED FOR 20MINUTES JUST TO EAT A FREAKING SET DINNER.

haih.

Anyway, we were busy eating so....

okay, I was busy eating so i didnt take some photos of the food, but then i did take some photos AFTER we finished it....

It's UNAGI MONTH! unagi = eel. So there were some promotions and special delicacies.

Octopus

THE CHEFS!

THE AFTER MATH! 

Later i went to popular to buy some books and a bday present for my friend, JOEL

Then I went to the arcade to play Power Smash 2,( a tennis game) and went home dead tired.

well, that's all for today, and i seriously gota sleep d, my eye lids are like SOOO heavy.

pheeew.

The One Who Loves Me, and everybody else.

I would like to thank the lord for everything.

And here's a poem to express my feelings towards God.

The One Who Loves Me

Everyday I am Loved,

The love given is so Great I do not deserve.

Although everyday I am sinned,

And for that I sadly cry within,

Crying softly, not to be seen,

Always you come to me and let me lean.

Every time I fall you offer me your hand,

No matter how filthy, how sinned I am,

Never gave up on me even though I'm not a good man,

You told me that to be one, I always can.

I'm very thankful you came to my heart,

Although to change me, I know it's hard,

Many disappointment suffered you have,

Yet never ever have you left.

You are the shepherd I am the lamb,

Guiding me through darkness like a lamp,

Shining, showing me the correct path,

Never ever letting me starve.

Forever You are my one and only,

Never ever will I feel lonely,

Knowing that you will always be with me,

No matter when and where on earth would I be.

You are perfect, I am not,

Yet you love me so much Lord,

Never felt too cold, never felt too hot,

Thank you for everything my One and Only God.

The day you went away

Okay, this is a poem I wrote upon Joey's request. ^^ hope you'll like it.

If anyone else has requests, just tell me. ^^

The Day You Went Away

The day you went away,

The stars died,

The moon cried,

And sadness stopped the tide.

The day you went away,

Intolerable pain struck my heart,

Knowing that we'll be apart,

Accepting this is always hard.

The day you went away,

I fell into the valley of despair,

Missing you so much but you're not there,

I'll search for you no matter where.

The day you went away,

I promised you that I will wait,

No matter how long it's gonna take,

Let us leave it to our fate.

A busy day. !

Today started off with me......

not wanting to get up.

xD

Okay, so i slept till a lil bit late today, took my maid around 10 minutes to get me up. xD

Then I went for breakfast with my family, had loh mee. it was scrumptious.

Anyway, later i went to clhs for the photography club agm,

andrew got evp! Congrats!

Jack jin got Secretary! Congrats! (and btw, i dont know why u look sad, but then cheer up!)

Gavin got treasurer, by fighting for his own rights. I support you dude, what u did to obtain the right isn't wrong. and about the vote thing, forget about it. Congrats!

Tom got form 3 rep! Congrats!

Anyway, went back home at 12.30, then came back to school again for fencing club agm.

Well, it was a little, unorganized, and to be frank, i aint happy with the president's doing, BEING LATE.

by 15 minutes! 

ur the PRESIDENT!

Being late is the last thing u shud do. especially on agm.

anyway, it's ok d la.

I was given the post secretary, and I got the HISTORICAL, LEGENDARY............

Secretary's file.

Okay, then i went back home at 6.40, and arrived at gp at 7. After express bathing. xD

Watched the mummy : tomb of the dragon emperor. 

It was awesome, 

I like the main actor-Brendan Fraser , he's humorous. xD

And also this female actor, well, her acting was so-so, but then she's pretty. ^^

To sean, gav and dark, this is not yam. xD

Here's some pics. 

Jet li!

I love this pic, looks so yeng, but then brendan fraser shot all the spheres down. xD

Okay, later, i went to the arcade with a friend, played time crisis, and then went back.

Oyeah, and she gave me a bday present, an ADIDAS PERFUME.  THANK YOU!

hahaha, i dont use perfumes. xD but then she threatened me, if u dont use, i'll kill u, she said. 

haih, what to do? xD

Anyway, here's a pic of the perfume. ^^

Ohyea, before i forget, My mum scared the wits outa me. 

How? 

by buying a hundred and thirty-five green apples. xD

hahaha, an apple a day keeps the doctors away. 

Anyway, it's cause my mum needs to eat 9 apples a day, cz she has this illness, but then it's curing. ^^

hopes she gets well soon! 

Oh, and heres a pic of the, FASCINATING view. xD

Hope u enjoyed reading. ^^

3Ds of the Heart

Today's the second time I've been disappointed this week, and sometimes, I just lose hope.

So here's a poem I wrote in school this morning, It's not really good, but then it's my emotions.

The Damage, Depression and Disappointment

 of the Heart

The fire within has been ignited,

The disappointment, the grudge has been remembered,

Sitting there, flabbergasted,

Seeing friends turning away, foes gathered.

The morning sun, warm and soothing,

Became a ray, with intentions of killing.

What on earth have I been doing,

to obtain this heart ache, this suffering?

Looking back, what have I done wrong?

To be put down, to be cast out?

It just a mere satisfaction that I have longed,

Now all I want to do is shout out loud.

The harmonica's playing a lonely tune,

solely, sadly looking at the dull view,

In this world there is no true friend,

This theory now I have comprehend.

Till the End of Time

Okay, before you read the poem, i have a statement to make, I AM NOT WRITING THIS TO ANYONE. I wrote this entirely because I had the inspiration to from the japanese movie - virgin snow. (dark: dont laugh) 

And because I wanted to prove to Sean I can write other poems other than emo poems. xD

and here's a tip, read out the poem silently, then it rhymes, cz when we read it in our mind, the music affects us. xD

Okay, here it goes. 

I hope you guys like it.

Till the End of Time

Like separating skin from flesh,

The parting we had was hard,

Looking at your eyes I feel refreshed,

Looking at your smile made the beat stop in my heart.

Together lying on the snowbed,

Our hands were clenched as one,

With you I never felt gloom nor sad,

Even the moon gave way to the sun.

Sometimes my heart is filled with sorrow,

Now knowing what will happen tomorrow,

Holding your hands never wanting to let go,

Only that makes my heart rejoice till it glows.

I want to hug you so very tight,

hugging you with all my might,

From the beginning of dawn till the end of twilight,

Until our heart, body and soul unite.

When the day comes for time to take away our life,

do not fear, do not cry,

It's okay, it's alright,

For I will always be by your side.

-Max-