Lately I've found out that I might have multiple personality disorder.
ok
just kidding.
still, undoubtedly sometimes I act this way, sometimes i act that way.
it's like, this is what you SHOULD do,
but that's what you WANT to do.
And to turn away from what I WANT to do to what I SHOULD do.
is never easy.
It's weird how stuff in this world works.
You walk,
You fall.
Get up and walk,
and fall again.
Man, is there a possibility of not falling?
I guess not,
but well, with God nothing is impossible.
But is it possible to push away what you feel because it's not right?
It's been bothering me,
that I shouldn't feel what i do feel, because it's,
well, i don't even know if it's right or wrong.
crap.
now i sound like a kid who doesn't now how to differentiate right and wrong.
Doing something you don't really want to do but have to do.
great.
oh great, now i just found out that I just emoly ranted.
