Plead for a Perfect World

Plead for a Perfect World 

Realities, Fantasies, where do I live?

Beside the streets or under the trees?

With fairies that glide happily,

Or with men who work like bees?

Thousands of years men has lived,

From our ancestors to our kids,

Fight to win, Fight to live,

That's our ideology. 

What a cruel reality,

Why can't we, live in peace?

No fighting, No killing,

Just pure love for you and me.

Let us all, be carefree,

Like the pixies in fantasies,

No struggling, No worries,

Let us start to  live like this.

 

My first poem. - The heart's cry. ( its not really good but bear with it. xD)

The Heart's Cry

The wolves were howling,

At the moon that was shining.

Shining but with an eerie feeling,

Was anyone looking?

Complicated feelings,

All too confusing,

The sky darkening, 

The wolves now whistling.

It's tempting,

seducing, 

nonetheless terrifying, 

Maybe I should stop thinking.

Sounds whistling,

Vision blurring,

Thoughts clogging,

I wish i never had this feeling.

After awakening, 

everything was saddening, 

the heart's crying, 

the wolves whining,

the wind sadly singing. 

Bells ringing, 

Is this the ending? 

I'm still handling,

the ending that is coming.

Is it too late?

Will i suffocate?

Have Faith,

I determine my fate.

The wolves howling,

At the moon that was shining,

now without an eerie feeling,

Will this be a new beginning? 

Sec love? noo..... xD

Today, i suddenly thought of my 2 really good friends, Gavin and Sean said, and their thoughts. Hahaha, well, they're the type that goes and talks to any girl they're actually interested in, and thanks to their looks and personality, they normally succeed in making friends with em. xD 

Anyway, there was one day when we were just chatting casually, then we started to talk about girls, well, actually, i dont really talk about girls alot with my friends, lately. 

Then, that day, i told them i saw this really pretty girl in CRC then they just said: why don't you go get her number? 

I was like, stunned there.

I mean, does everyone just go get girls number whenever they want? or normally do they become friend's first. 

Now I'm starting to think that im kinda weird comparing to others . lol.

Anyway, they misunderstood me, I said she was pretty, I didn't say i was interested. LOL.

Anyway, 

Does everyone think that secondary teen's so called 'love' can actually last? 

Well, i don't but well, i would like to hear your oppinions. xD 

Plz post em on my chatbox, or comments pls. xD 

-Max-

Got tagged.

I don't really care about tags, but, well, just got anxious and trying it out.

Anyway, its dominic who tagged me.

And by the way dominic, i aint tagging anyone else. xD 

Well, here it goes.

Do you believe in love at first sight? 

Yea, kinda.

Where is the place where you want to go now?

Slumberland. *yawns*

Prefer to get a lover that loves you more than you love her?

I prefer having same amounts of love. xD 

What are you afraid to lose the most now?

God, family, and friends. 

If you win $1 mil, what would you do?

Count and see if it's really one million. ^^

Nah, kidding. Well, I'd get an I Phone, A video camera, A DSLR, and give the rest to my parents. I owe them more than a million.

If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her? 

Uh, I'd prefer to be friends first before going to the point. 

(Btw, why are there so many 'love' related questions?)

What movies do you enjoy most? 

COMEDIES FOR SURE! LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE! XD

What requirement do you want from your other half?

Caring and Loving.

What annoys you the most? 

Unable to connect to the internet. Which is happening lately. -.-

Will you choose a girl who is good looking but not that smart, or one that is not that good looking but quite smart. 

I'd turn around, and go for one that has both qualities. xD

What is the most important thing in your life? 

God, family, friends.

Will you join politics?

Maybe.

Who is your best friend?

God.

If you had a chance, which part of ur charactheristics would you want to change the most? 

certainly my fat body. xDDD

What's on your mind right now?

PROJECTS GET LOST! ! !

*chill*

What's the last shocking thing u heard about?

Uh....i never get shocked over anything. xD

What is the nicest moment that have ever happened to your life?

Knowing sean, gavin and adrian. ^^.

What do you hope for?

Forever lasting friendship, and God's forgiveness for every sin i committed. 

What is your favourite song? why?

Now, unbreak my heart - regresa a mi (in french). Cause it's nice, duhh.

Pheew. Finally finished it. xD 

Pet(s) - Burdened

A couple of days ago, I just woke up from my nap. 

Walked out from my house for fresh air. 

Turned right. 

AH! 

WHY IS THERE A FRIGGIN FAT RABBIT ON MY BALCONY! 

calm down.

sheesh.

So i eyed my dad.

Like it? he said.

No.

Well, actually, he said a relative of his, i mean, ours,

wanted to get rid of this rabbit. 

So he said he couldn't bear to watch it living on the streets with the risk of being eaten,

So he took it home.

What a nice way to gain a pet.

I don't hate rabbits, 

but i certainly wouldn't want to have an OLD rabbit.

It's 5 years old! 

How long do you expect it to live! 

So now we're to take care of it until it dies? 

No thanks.

So he said, if u dont like it, i can kill it and let's have a rabbit bak kut teh.

He struck my weak point.

So much for 'cant bear to see the rabbit on the street' theory.

or in a sense. crap.

-.-

I have a soft spot for animals,

so what can i say? 

^^ 

*am chio*

so now im taking care of a fat old rabbit. 

that doesn't move more than 5 steps.

a day.

Then i thought back of my last pet. 

Poochini 

if u think its a funny name.....

Screw you.

Me and my sister really loved it.

It was a mini pincher, a black-brown, little dog.

It runs around the house every single second, sometimes i wonder where he gets the energy from....

Anyway, it was a really nice dog, 

i used to let him bite my finger, 

felt good. xD 

Then we had to move to another house, and so my dad gave it to his friend.

Me and my sister ignored him for 2 days. 

lol.

Hahaha. 

writing this brings back memories.

I wonder if it's still okay.

I hope it is.

...........................................................

Cracks. Trying to mend.

Do you believe that friendship never last forever?

A few months ago, me and 2 of my best friends wrote a letter to our form teacher. 

We requested to sit together. 

Some people would think this is childish. 

Requesting to sit together.

But to us, it was tightening the bond between us. 

As real good friends. 

The teacher replied to our request. 

With another letter.

I remember clearly, she wrote a sentence.

It was something like this:

'I am really touched by the friendship of you guys. I believed in friends forever, but mine didn't work. Still, I'm happy to see you guys are such good friends. You may change your seats.'

Friends forever.

So do you believe in that?

I do.

To me, there are friends that last forever.

And there are those that don't. 

 

But i really hope that every single one of my friendship last forever. 

Who doesn't? 

So every sentence i say, to my friends never mean any harm. 

I don't betray my friends. 

Never. 

But sometimes i like to joke.

No.

I like to joke all the time.

Because i like to laugh and listen to people laugh.

But sometimes, my jokes tend to be too much,

to some people. 

I don't mean any offence.

 

There are absolutely no problem in these people. 

They are perfectly normal.

The problem is me.

Well, sometimes i just can't control it. 

I have friends that understand me.

They know i joke alot, and they know I don't mean any offence,

that's why they're ok with me. 

I feel really relaxed with them, because i can say anything I want.

That's why we laugh alot. 

xD

Then there are people who cant take it.

I would like to say sorry if i said something too much to anyone.

It was never your problem. 

Even my sister cant stand me. 

xD

Lately, I got over the border.

Someone got pissed about what I said. 

Well, until now i don't really know what I said. 

Cause i forget about it straight away. 

Whatever i said, i didn't mean it.

And btw, i never intended to reveal anything.

Really.

Never.

Maybe i told S32N too much.

But I thought you was ok with that. 

Cause i mean, the four of us were close.

Well, sorry if i said too much.

And when i rage. Its only for that instant. Never more than a day. xD

P.S.             Truce. xD 

Not so Boring friday.

Friday.

30th of May.

Well, there wasn't any big difference from other days. I woke up, bathed, ate, online. then i went and take back a disc i lent to a friend. then, went online again. Well, my mood wasn't really good, was kinda moody for the whole day. 

Then in the evening i was dragged from my comp to the car and went for dinner in perak lane. ate porridge, then later went to gama. after that we fetched my aunt, then had a walk in the......uhh...what was it called again? ah, wateva. had a walk along the seaside, which was just renovated by the IJM. 

Well, don't know why, then my mood was kinda good, all of a sudden. then we had fun there, walking while chatting about stupid things, and laughed out loud. while walking, in the car, in the hawker center, we were talking and laughing all the way. pheew, haven't experienced that in quite some time, so i could say we had quite a happy time. 

We ate quite alot that day,        okay, maybe it's just me. but still they also ate. xD

Then when i reached home it was 11.30. and now 12.01a.m. im typing this post. Well, guess that's basically everything that happened.  xD 

-Max-

Finally, just another 2 days of listening the sound of 39 students scribbling on test papers! 

S32N was like so excited, overexcited to be exact, about the holidays. What's there to be excited about, i mean, we've experienced this 'excitement' for like how many dozen times d? 

So i asked him why was he so excited, he said, after 2 weeks of hard work. finally, rest! and then he started shouting : Basketball! Number one Rookie! ! !.

As if i know what that means. 

As if i care. 

Well, getting excited for 'THAT' reason maybe is something normal.

I mean, i wont experience it, cz i didnt really worked hard for the exams.

why? 

Cz i didn't feel like it.

Then GSH, S32N and I talked about our Holidays Activities.

GSH is going for mssm.

+

America.

S32N is going to Kota Kinabalu.

I'm.

Well, going to be at home. 

Sheesh, with those two gone, i don't think i would have any activities.

Well, what to do?

Another boring holiday i guess.

 I don't like to whine. 

But this coming boredom is really......

Ah....wateva.

-Max-

OFFLINE

Bad news for me, 

Good news for you .

Jz kidding

Ok,

Well, just posted this post to tell anyone that's visiting this blog, that i'm unable to go online until a few weeks later, most probably 2 weeks and a few days.

I may go online for like a few minutes during this period of time, though, just a few minutes. 

xD

Enjoy ur time without me. 

For it won't last long.

HEHEHE.

xDDD

All the Best,

-Max-

---OFFLINE---

Contrast

Yesterday at around 3 p.m. , me, GSH, S32N, and MF went to IS's house. So when we were nearly there, we saw that his condo consists of 4 blocks, and they're orangy, so we all kinda laughed cause of the weird colour, then we went in.

We saw a girl whos kinda pretty, and GSH gt crazy. Too bad she was going out, or we could've saw some nice show. 

Well, back to the topic. 

So we went in, and we saw half a basketball court.

Wow. Cool.

We stepped on the grass.

It was somekind of expensive grass from japan.

Woa, nice.

We turned left, there were 2 tennis courts.

Awesome! 

We started to get really excited.

Then,

A really cool gym with loads of equipments. 

We were really shocked. This guy's condo's really really nice with loads of facilities.

Then, we saw 3 swimming pools.

1 for children with slides.

1 normal one.

1 which is a bit smaller, and has a sea view. -.=

We were nearly at the end of the condo, and we saw the whole thing was sea view.  They even had loads of chairs and tables for people to sit  and enjoy the sea view while doing their things. 

They fenced the end of the condo with glass slices.

-.-

Then he appeared behind us.

So we went up to his house, 

Just as the lift opened, 

It was already his house.

The WHOLE FREAKING FLOOR IS HIS HOUSE! 

Which is like 5000-6000 sq feet big.

So we went to his somekind of computer room, it was neat, they had a sofa, a TV with astro, 3 computers and loads of comics. I set up my laptop there, then opened my photoshop and started to work on our proj. 

Then, S32n wanted to see his room.

He went in.

Without bothering to ask.

So we all went in too. 

Without bothering to ask. 

xD

He had a queen sized bed, 

A really cool mini hi-fi.

Loads of PC gamers book.

A one person Sofa, (which is really comfortable)

and guess what,

he had a really really really big window, 

which is entirely sea view.

-.=

Then we moved on to his bro's room, 

Sea view.

His maid's room

Sea view.

Kitchen.

Sea view

Living room.

Sea view.

We glared at him.

xDDD

So we started on the proj, didn't make much progress though.

Then at arnd 6, after hours of pleading by S32n, we went down for basketball while GSH went for gym.

Me, s32n, and IS started to play basketball, then a really tall guy came and played with us with one of his friends. We were owned.

T.T

So arnd 1 hour later we went up and got our things and went home. 

Then when i reached my house, which is a small apartment, like 7 times smaller than IS's, I started to think, in this world, different people have different lives, different status and different family, though im nt as rich as IS, but there are people that live a worse life than me, and i should start cherishing what i have. 

xD

-Max-